I'm at such a wierd place in my life. I feel like I've been in trauma/grieving mode for YEARS. And then desperately trying to keep this baby.
And now I'm here. And things are pretty good. I miss my twins horribly, but Toby has been very healing.
So what now? I've been in the "carried" part of Footprints for so long that I don't really know what to do.
On another note: I have recieved my 20 dollar Peterson challenge money... in a Jack Cash card. (thanks!)
My plan is to invite all you bloggers and lurkers out to JITB and buy $20 worth of tacos.... Just a good ol Yablonski jamboree. But I want as many bloggers as possible to come... even though there won't be enough tacos. So that's gonna take a little planning.
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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yeah, what she said
8)
and also
yay tacos!
i guess i should change my picture
8)
thanks everybody for the encouragement... I am grateful for everything God has done in me through this... a whole hurting part of the world has opened to me that I never knew about.
A blog party at Radiantville sounds SO FUN! maybe not the egg idea... but I will be percolating
about the party....the taco party....if we go in the afternoon, we can fit in jitb
radiantville would be fun, but i think attendance might be diminished
i really need to change that picture!
Hello bloggie friends, Today is one of the busiest days I’ve had at Boeing, so just stopping in to say HI.
Jessica- Praying for you, that you’ll know that there was one set of footprints while you were being carried, but that their really are now two sets now. God is still with you, watching over you and Richy, and will guide you now in this new part of your life. You’ll always miss the twins, but you just hang on to the Hand that’s holding you, and keep an eye on that other set up footprints, and follow them. He is the Faithful One!
On another note, that cheerleader on the homepage keeps mooning me every 1.8 seconds.
This is truly disturbing.
Back to work, see ya...
hey where is everybody?
hopefully not denny's; i'm not going tonight
I am good for any day THIS week, or MONDAY but other than that..I be@work.
Hi everyone.. I'll join the fun, I made a quiz for you guys. Click on the link below : )
Shannon’s quiz
I have a quiz now too!!! My wife cannot take it because she helped me write it. But here it is . . .
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=060321211037-231158&
Love you all!!!
Shannon ~ Mere and I took your quiz! We didn't do that hot but it sure was fun!!
Servant ~ we did the same on your quiz ~ check out how we did!!!
I too will get into the quiz craze. Here it is, and it may be difficult if you want a challenge.
Click Here. . . if you dare
I am giving this a try. If it comes out right, this is a link to an awesome video, so here it goes.
Click here
This is the future of America.
I want to take everyones tests but my pooter is not co-operating.
How do you make it say "click here" instead of listing the website?
Hmm?
KT how bout that American Idol??
Yea, it left me speechless. God has annointed our children like never before, although, throughout history you can read some awesome stories about children who have visited heaven, preached salvation, healed the sick, and possibly even raised the dead ( I don't know about the last one, but I would not be suprised).
http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=060317193940-659648&
Copy and Paste ^^^ cuz I do not know how to make a cute little "click here" thing.
Steph, the reason that MnM didn't come through on the scoreboard was because they both used the same email address and that makes them both disqualified or something...
Just FYI
cookies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jess, i love you so much - like a sister - even though we don't know each other that well yet...... i truly like you and when you hurt, i hurt...
let us in and let us hug on you....
and let us eat all of your tacos...
i vote for early evening weeknight or friday night or possibly sat night.....
and i wouldn't mind meeting at jitb if ok with everyone else. i think that would amaze all the other people to know we are all friends on a blog!!! we could even wear blog hats or tshirts or something and make a scene....
beth - where do you live, i'll come pick you up.
i get off work at about 3 every week day.....and off on weekends except my now commitment of 1 - 3 on sats......
other beth, i haven't mentioned walking since a month ago when i had that terrible infection x3..... and still not well, so i'm just letting my body rest and recouperate..... i do enough weight-lifting at my job to keep muscle tissue up
don't have time to do qui z right now
need zzzzz's of course.....and yippee - i don't have to work tomorrow!!!
see ya'll tamale......
taylor... always!
Everyone wasn't too hot on my quiz, told ya it would be a hard one. Jessica has gotten the hightest, which I expected.
I got 80 on Jeremy's, couldn't remember his fav color and it was a toss up on the book question.
Everyone who didn't know, now knows I spent a night in jail.
I am not a crook!
Take My Quiz - http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=060321235255-957085&
ok, katie, you talked me into wasting time on a quiz...... the things this blog gets me into...
ya'll i am soooo blessed... my 3 kids are all in linds' room listening to a cd of a christian band from the late '90's, justa enjoyin' themselves.....
it sure brings joy to a mama's heart to see her chittlin's livin' together in harmony...
some older people once told me when my children were youngsters to 'just wait til they get older and they will break your heart...' well - that was the worst thing a person could ever say to me,a young mom... it was bad then.......too many, too quickly.....and they fought and griped and cried and fussed and i couldn't keep up with everything...and exhausted all the time..... then that lady told me it would only get harder and worse!!! well, i rejected that as a lie......
and i never tell young mom's that kind of garbage.....
i can say it has gotten better as the years have gone by.....
a few bumps now and then, but altogether better as the years go by..... easier in most ways...
(not saying it's perfect now, but we are so blessed)...
we must find the good in each season and day.....
we must see God's hand in all areas...all times
we must seek His face in the quiet times, seek His rain in the dry times...
Lord, help me see that even though today may seem like it is unbearable, that with You, all things are possible and I can make it one more step ahead...
Lord, help me be the kind of parent you want me to be...
Father, help me parent my almost grown children as You would have me...
Lord, forgive me of my selfish ways when they were young...
Lord, heal the hurts in my babies' hearts where I hurt them long ago and where they have trouble now trusting You and others... Lord, reach in and undo what I did... comfort them where I wounded them......
Lord, give each of these young mothers the wisdom and foresight to know how to love their children...
Lord, guide these young mothers in Your ways of mothering...
Lord, give us all peace and strength and wisdom and perseverence...
Make us instruments of your peace...
~~~~~~~Shalom~~~~~~~~~~
ok, katie - night night
get some sleep and tell me to go on to bed......so i can hear papa jc's quiet pleasant interesting little poof snores.......
:-)
MY husband plays keyboard in his sleep!!! his hands are at his sides and his feet are playing trap set!!! and he snorts sometimes on the syncopated beats! i KID YOU NOT!!!
he does those little poof snores and i have to turn him over so he'll stop.... i just nudge him now and he turns automatically onto his side and he's quiet until we both turn back to our backs...
he says i snore much more loudly...... but, who's comparing???
well, i'm crazy staying up this late. i'll be tired in the morning.....
thankfully i can sleep IN til 8ish... gotta take my crunched-in car bumper to the repair shop...so it can get fixed...... (hannah backed into Jen Bairfield's car last week) andd i have to take back some of those clothes i bought for papa jc last weekend.....he doesn't want to use our money on clothes for him..... too bad...... he kept some of them, but sayss i spent too much on him..... taxes are due soon....etc etc etc
goo night - it's snore time
love to all
bzzzzzzzzt -
lsat?
kat- I read it and it is very encouraging... thanks.
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